Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @8:16 PM
Haiz. Nw startin to regret planning to go for the operation for my ligament man..
recently gt an offer frm my ACSM to work under him as is assistant if i can no longer drive the RHIBs anymore.. kinda good deal, cos most likely if i were to work under him, it will be an 8-5 job, plus secured weekends!! hhaa.. so many ppl wan oso cant get this job lar.. its like the dream ns kinda job.
but nw i am kinda feelin sad la. although yea its nice to have 8-5 + secured weekends, its like suddenly tell me not to mount romeo, not to drive the rhibs anymore, i duno man. jus feel reluctant to stop mountin duty. i noe many ppl might think i'm stupid la. 'gt such a good offer why still think, if is me i take le' kinda remarks are coming frm my peers.
but try to put urselves in my shoes man. although yea. its a relaxed job, but its somehw like my passion ba.. u all might think wa liddat go sign on la! haha.. but its nt that man.. i jus feel that since i only have 6 more duties, why cant i jus finish mountin den go for my operation.
Just because i downgraded recently, den they tell me i wun be able to mount that station unless i get some clearance from the MO. haiz. i shall wait n c ba.. most probably i wun be able to mount duty any more..
lol. alot of u mus be thinkin i am so stupid this kinda thing oso can consider so long, if it was for normal ppl they would have just gone to accept my ACSM offer liao. u might think i am garang, but i'm nt those kinda person who likes office job. so if given a choice of 7D romeo or 8-5 i will still choose the 1st option... although life there sux, at least 7 days i get to spend with my buddies in camp rather then 8-5 office there do admin stuff. zzz.
anyway today gena bluffed by my CSM to go for some dinner @ the spec mess, den we go over there the organizer told us we nv book any seats for the dinner, but we still sat down to start cooking the steamboat le since our CSM said he will be coming down to join us later, when we were about to start eating that time the organizer came and chase us out of our seats zzz.. den CSM say he nt coming le. wtf. make us pai seh lo. idiot.
*BAD DAY*