suffering from fatigue man. sneezin like hell nw as i jus woke up from a 1-hr+ power nap.

1 more week of this hell and i am gonna collapse man.

haha. jus came back frm my 7D duty *what's new* today. super stupid. cos of some change of command for the chief of navy. so many 'crabs' and 'stars' come into our base sia. i saw 1 of the 2star general, he's being driven arnd by a 1st sergeant. today dismounted late cos of this stupid Change of a new Chief of Navy.

spent 5 mins tryin to clean my dear little rifle, while i see the rest of them clean like 1-2 hrs man... haha. cos nid to be cleared by the armoury ppl. den all i did is jus pull through the barrel 2 times only, and i pass liao. poor daolei spent at least 1 hr tryin to clean his barrel and ended up still haven book out when the rest of us already go home le.. *lucky me.* haha. dint even really clean and pass liao.

this week was rather tiring mentally for me sia.. especially the last 2 days, where i slept like 7hrs total in 2 days..

i was doin the 4pm-10pm shift + 4am-10am shift on wednesday. den from 10pm, i was accompanying my friend @ duty. chat abit with them. chat till arnd 12pm where i got so tired due to the lack of sleep that started from monday. so went down to the bunk and tried to sleep. but duno cos of wad sia. i started to feel feverish + had a terrible nose block. sneeze till my ears also stuck. haha. ended up i fell aslp at arnd 130am.

4am woke up to tk over my friend, zhixiong. haha. and i practically stoned for 2 hours man.. REALLY IS STONE THERE LO.. haha. i tried to slp but cant also. den do till 10am, luckily gt 98.7fm acc me. lol. and best part is i nid to go do land site duties @ 10am for 3 hours. waited for the vehicle to come den i did 3 hours of duty there.

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sometimes really hate ppl to think that sea site is so slack, and keeps thinkin we are so free and so on, does it mean we are obliged to go over to help u guys? i really hate the attitude when ppl nid your help, and when u ask hw come, they tk it as if you do not want to do it, and jus cant be bothered to explain cos u still nid to go help in the end of the day.

shan't complain so much anyway, jus went to help out today mornin also, did another 4 hrs of duty, 6am-8am, 10am-12pm. standin @ the stupid gate, tryin to direct traffic and also tried to do the open/close gate job. haha. quite fun i would say, but its equally tiring and pain for my leg sia.

forgot i gt a excuse lowerlimb status, actually cannot do too much of standin de. sian. but i scared ppl say i chao keng. the more sad thing is when i wanted to check what time is my duty @ the notice board, i saw my name, 'QIE JM, that lzy pig'. den really is sian lo. i duno who wrote that la. but my another 2 friends, they only did 2 hours of duty, and i did 4. haha. maybe they want me to try out hw 'siong' is land site ba.

sry for the extremely long entry of complains this week, haha. lets hope times will get betta ba. nxt week gonna go out to sea with our LST(Landing Ship Tank) to go out for a live range. we will be shootin the MG out @ sea. haha seems fun.

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'nuff said of these army stuff, haha. i'm glad to see wy gettin more and more 'tao hua yun' haha. but rmb nt to burn ur own fingers ah if u noe wad i mean. lol. when will mine come? hopefully soon man. its like i'm nt young anymore. zzz

my leg seems to get worsen le man. cant tk it anymore. smtimes jus feel like chopping it off. sit too long also pain, stand to long also pain. haiz. esp these week when i nid to stand gate for periods of more den 2hrs or so. nid to keep stretching.

haiz.

*edit* jus saw this phrase from rs's blog : "what doesn't kill you, make you stronger" alrite. that's smth nice to see after one week of downtime. lol

tmr gonna mount again man...

cya civilian life...
i sense a 'tsunami' coming from my upper management soon. lol. lets hope we survive man..

and daolei pointed out smth quite true.
OC - wants our daily Ops to be zai.
CSM - wants us to have our drills zai, discipline zai.
CO - wants all of us to at least have IPPT silver otherwise have to stay back for RT.

1 person shoot 1 thing for us. we already flooded liao.

anyway had quite abit of feedback about my comms procedure. i guess its time for me to correct my mistakes and work on it.

*i can do it*

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lol. grats youren n jason.. tmr last duty week le! haha. ORD lo.. another batch of friends gone. haha. its nice knowin u guys as well as workin tgt.

time for a change.

some how my playfulness had caused me to lose many things in life.
haix. maybe i'm the kinda ppl who nids to learn things the hard way? guess it's jus time for me to change ba. in terms of my maturity and responsibility when handling situations and problems.

in my NS's context, i already lost smth that i had been wantin to have since i got into BSC. i shall show the ppl arnd me that i am capable of doin my job well ba.
in normal life's context, i tink i had lost so many things tt i had been wantin to have as well.. in terms of relationships and so on...
time to remove my childish/playful image. *hope i can do it* although i noe a leopard nv changes its spots. but i shall jus try to do my best ba.

puttin the sad things aside, today was a rather boring day, report to camp only rain le.. den end up basically slacking for half a day, do abit of foot drills and bookout lo~ haha...

spent the rest of the day @ home resting. stomach still nt feeling very well. (past 2 days having diarrhoea.)

jus woke up.

lol today was kinda boring day cos i was doin some mini-parade thingy cos some VIP is coming to our base. so 2 of my men is door opener, den the rest do salute with the rifle. haha. i guess my job is the most slack de ba.. lol jus stand behind 1 officer. haha. he told me he also is 1st time doin de but dun kan jiong. i tink he himself oso abit kan jiong oso. basically its jus quite wierd ba so few of us jus stand there to salute a few of the caucasians. but at least i dun nid to wear that dumb white color helmet and number 3 with gutters on and combat boots. lol. somemore mus salute with arms sia my friends. lol. all i nid to do is jus use hand salute can le. and its the 1st time i wear my beret. so nt so bad ba. although its abit boring.

last nite did nt slp enuff man.. i slept 330am and wk up 530am. lol kinda regret it sia. today went to camp almost die. towards end of it really is gonna KO. den reach home @ arnd 7+ slp till nw liao. haha. i tink later gonna go kun more.

i tink tmr gt another VIP coming. lol. hope tmr can smoke out earlier.

btw i heard from my friends that today gt 4 choppers land @ my base sia. so cool.
heard is to pick up some SOF ppl. and they landed @ our sports complex, and i heard 1 barrier flew man. wtf. nv saw a helicopter upclose and personal be4. hope nxt time gt chance to see although i dun like to do heli Ops.. =X

lol. today i saw this MID Vehicle, is a Mercedes sedan vehicle sia.. droven by a corporal man.. wtf.. so up lo. its to pick up those big shots de. moreover that corporal gt marksman sia. LOL... marksman driver. moreover so shuang. can get to drive mercedes. NSF lei.. i oso wan.....

damn it. i hate it when ppl use my stuff without my permission. bloody hell.

stupid bro. jus becos i dun lend him my lappy, he make a stupid big fuss about it and i jus realised he used my computer without my permission. wtf. its nt like i gt anything to hide other den my personal stuff, which i believe he saw or wadever, but i dun gif a damn. i jus dun like ppl poking arnd my stuff. bloody no mannered piece of shiet.

argh. 2 weeks come back for 1 time nia and gimme tis kinda nonsense. shdnt have event lent him my lappy that day.

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past week or so wasnt able to blog due to 7D. lol. *what's new*
haha. but the past ween was kinda fun though. got to drive the buggy arnd the base during my rest time, haha. and got a 'taopok' from the romeo crew. bloody hell. 8v1 k!!! its more like rape rather den a taopok session. they use the stupid cable ties. (for ppl who duno wad is that, its those plastic things police use to fasten those crimina's hands and so on de) haha. really fought my way thru and struggled till they finally over-powered me.

lol. idiot sia. i hao xin help u all da pao 'ba chor mee' and u all gimme tao pok. LOL STUPID youren and jason nvm nxt week is ur turn.

this week kinda heard alot of bad news. platoon being so understrength that cannot operate without activation, and my fellow commanders, a few of them goin back to become SSC instructors on this coming friday. esp kubai.. sian. gonna miss the days mountin together with u. thx for enduring all my nonsense since SSC times as well as the advices u gimme.. really sad to hear that u guys are goin back so soon. but anyway, do tk care man. and rmb to come find me when ya free.

today went to vivo with wy,tommy, rs, gab and wy's friend therese. haha. after that we went to pool junction to have a few games of pool be4 headin home.

tired nw sia. tmr shd be goin to swim. haha. its been sometime since i exercise man. stupid knee had been pain for quite sometime le. and recently i tink due to the stupid cold weather the pain had been worse.

*next rhibs course i tink is on oct/nov. HOPE I CAN GET IN~~*

ok... go play game le. the more i think about my bro the more DULAN I GET. zzz

lol. these few days dint get to blog on recent happenings. haha. den qingkun asked hw come nv update. so here's a summary ba.. lol.

basically these few days had been spent @ home, slackin arnd and chillin out with friends @ nite. haha. went to meet angeline, layting and wy to celebrate angeline's b'day. haha.. bo pian i cant make nxt week. so happy b'day in advance jie haha..

and i tink this week's all about spendin money and more money. zzz nw super broke le. nxt mnth mus budget liao. have been overspending. cos bo pian met up with kay yong, tc, tm, rl, junxian, n henson to go sign up for powerboat licence lesson. haha.. super ex. although its a good deal liao. $192.60 for the one full day lesson inclusive of practical and theory lessons, and the textbook.

after that, on wed and today, also its more chillin sessions with friends ba. and also means more spendin of money. zzz sian. 7D nxt week gonna die i tink. haha. bian tai downstrength lets hope we can tk it. lol..

anyway nw uploadin a new game into my psp! haha.. crazy taxi!! 900mb zzzbut i tink its gonna be fun. so many new games haha.. all for my preparation for 7D.

gonna slp soon tmr prepare for another tedious week ahead. haha cya civilian life.

wooot!! DISMOUNT LO... at last man... rotted @ OP1 & 2 for the past 7 days.. no proper sanitation, gt 1 portable toilet(for shitting & peeing only) and 1 bicycle only. tis week was kinda stunt week for our platoon i tink. haha. many stupid little things happened...

haha jus nw went to Tan tock seng hospital for my MRI scan. haha.. there so good de lo. service up there man.. den the stupid scanning thing so long and noisy de. zzz. gt a few times dozed off while lyin there. haha. total bill added up to 700+++ dollars. but all i nid to do is show my 11B~ haha. and no nid pay =X

last nite was so exciting @ nite cos when my friend was doin searchlight scan @ his OP, he spotted a floating object, then he commsed and say it seems to be a size of a human BODY!! haha.. omg all of us high lo. hahaha ultimate stunt. end up when the command post use cam to check it out, they say is a log. duno hw true man... den few days be4, gt this stupid NDU boat, chiong into our base liddat.. den no one inform us, bloody hell.. den left all of us stunned.. wtf rite. end up tio gan for no good reason.

den here came dismount. super pai sei when charlie told me to taopok our PC Issac. bloody hell i hate this man... no one cooperative de. so unsporting. wtf. i initiated the tao pok but no one wana help me end up only kubye only. den we released him. anyway grats ah SIR! haha ORD LO!

after that we met up with the all the sedet 3 ppl, and the nw platoon 1 sedet ppl. haha saw all the lao jiaos, from SSC 6 to 11. all here to celebrate Ziming's last few days of being a NSF. went to weiting's place to makan. great food man.. for 15 dollars we ate a whole lot of food. super worth the money.

den we gave him his final pressie. a big taopok. shall upload the pics once i got them. lol. they cracked an egg on his head and pour flour somemore. poor thing LOL


next few weeks gonna be very tough for the ppl in platoon 1.. come. lets bite the bullet, suck it up and tough thru it guys! lets hope we can come up with a good solution, and see wad we can do to improve BSC. although i duno hw to solve this recurring strength issue.

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