Thursday, August 23, 2007 @12:16 AM
time for a change.
some how my playfulness had caused me to lose many things in life.
haix. maybe i'm the kinda ppl who nids to learn things the hard way? guess it's jus time for me to change ba. in terms of my maturity and responsibility when handling situations and problems.
in my NS's context, i already lost smth that i had been wantin to have since i got into BSC. i shall show the ppl arnd me that i am capable of doin my job well ba.
in normal life's context, i tink i had lost so many things tt i had been wantin to have as well.. in terms of relationships and so on...
time to remove my childish/playful image. *hope i can do it* although i noe a leopard nv changes its spots. but i shall jus try to do my best ba.
puttin the sad things aside, today was a rather boring day, report to camp only rain le.. den end up basically slacking for half a day, do abit of foot drills and bookout lo~ haha...
spent the rest of the day @ home resting. stomach still nt feeling very well. (past 2 days having diarrhoea.)